Giving God A Name

[ProKeymaster]

Giving God A Name

AdamMedici’ – ‘Giving God A Name’

Let no one who is not a mathematician read my works – Leonardo Da Vinci. What’s in a name? Once upon a time, a young boy saw God before his very eyes. How is it that you notice me boy? Asked God. The young boy replied.

You are all there is to be seen, how could I not? God remained silent. The boy spoke once more; My name is Adam. You have achieved great wisdom Adam; you may ask me any question you wish to have the answer to. The boy asked immediately who are you? God did not have an answer; because God was all that is or ever will be. God had never thought of everything in existence as a separate entity of itself.

Solving the paradox God replied? I am you, and you are me. I created you, so you could create me. And so from that moment on, a united purpose was forged between Adam and God.

The boy, much older now, asked God how can I create something as great as you? God said Since you are already created, so too am I. You need only give me a name. After another lapse of time Adam spoke with God again. I told our story to my family, and it has caused great fighting amongst all my brothers and sisters for ages. No one it seems can agree on what to call you.

God spoke to Adam in a sombre, but gentle whisper you must find a universal language, and use it to speak my true name. And only in the knowledge of this language can there be peace for your family. ~ Adam Medici.

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Yes. I found it, it is an equation. I found it relatively early on after I had seriously dove into nuclear physics; and at first I laughed hysterically at the funny looking symmetry in the equation that I had scribbled down.

The strange thing is this. When I wrote that equation I was an Atheist, and for the past five years I have been trying to prove whether that silly looking equation was true or false. The only way to get at the heart of it was mathematics; but that only solidified what I had found and even helped solve some interesting questions about the concept of mass. It was the moment my world fell apart and as for theology; lets just say given the power of the equation I’m now betting on the house.

Armed with the true name for God I am faced with a moral dilemma. The equation can be interpreted in two ways and both answers come out fundamentally correct.

So the paper to be written explaining the equation can be done so in two ways. This gives the reader two wholly separate views on what the equation could mean. Both are correct ways of explaining it but one with out the other is still an incomplete picture… anyway, I’m just venting into cyber-space. It’s good for the soul.

Thanks for the response. ~Adam.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

I’m very curious to see this equation! :headscratch:

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Sure I’m game – tell me your story.

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

There was a Queen that lived many Universes ago. She was lord of all things, but not without her anti-thesis; the king. She was the order to her realm and all forms of matter bowed to her.

He was Anarchy incarnate, where she would build he would destroy, where she would birth life, he would bring death. They would trade rule of the universe like the swing of a perpetual pendulum.

She would create law and order so that nothing that existed had a free mind or will. The king broke all her chains of control, and set free all things into their natural state of chaos.

Like all opposites the inevitable forces of attraction overcame them to fall into one another. In this union something new was created in all the universes that came forever after. Matter became Life, and life became intelligent. This new sentient life was able to both control its surroundings, and destroy them.

This new form of matter was free to be either of its predecessors. The Queen left order and clues to absolute knowledge by becoming mathematics and reason. While the king gave doubt and became zero, pi, infinities, and irrational numbers.

And so it has been that way ever since with any being of awareness, there can not be certainty with out uncertainty. Hand in hand with objectivity seen through subjective eyes, and absolutism only becoming such when explained in metaphors.

There was one place in the cosmos where these carbon clumps of thinking matter saw the purpose of their life to be the expansion and refinement of knowledge. But this was not always so, unfortunately, peace only came after many years in violence.

In the beginning the only way for the earliest organisms to survive was by the consumption of one another. As life became more complicated so did the complexity of survival.

Kill and be killed, where was the purpose? The king it seemed was the prevailing philosophy of the universe. So for a time this is how life came to complex, through chaos and accidental mutational advantages. An unwritten law; what is best for survival does, and so it was that one such accident was intelligence.

It was the greatest advantage for survival, so it became an inevitable side affect of the kings system of chaos.

The intelligent beings were not pre-programmed to think, they had to figure it out by trail and error, accident, and dumb luck. Chaos it seemed was all that was, and so; chaotic they became. Survival was the only thing all beings understood, and so these beings did just that. After successfully conquering all other things outside of their own kind, groups of thinking matter began to flourish.

Languages and cultures specific to each groups history began to form. As time passed, more cultures appeared.

They grew until their imaginary borders began to touch and overlap. This caused the people to conquer themselves. They began with murder graduated to War, and got their doctorates in slavery.

In this chaos the queen found peace in the imaginations of any sentient being that wished to know her.

All one had to do was find the order. Find the order, there is nothing in this world that doesn’t hold some fascination, just look.

All the men of war held a central belief of worship for the king; the only difference was in the writings they used to describe him. They killed in his name, and chaos smiled on them, as did the king. Eventually the planet they inhabited was split into several separate powers with a varying hierarchy determined by wealth, world influence, and most prevalent; military superiority.

For centuries a new evolutionary advantage was evolving. It was only vaguely recognized by its hosts. The effects of such new gifts would manifest in new technologies. This technological age changed our world view by the understanding of that which is changed from chaos to order can be controlled. Such knowledge elevated the faction of powers into merely locations where great beings made great discoveries.

The wealth of an entire nation became in need of inventors who could become the life spark of progress. After many advances a time came when information and knowledge was accessible to nearly all inhabitants no matter their class. Unbeknown to the world a main spring of order was set into action, as one young thinker began a quest that would forever change the future of the inhabitants of his world.

And this is his story. Last Words.

Chapter 1 Truth, God is truth.

Any establishment that holds belief in something that has been proven false can not be in pursuit of truth, therefore not in pursuit of God. God is the sum total of all existence, we are merely the variables. Self controlled matter with the ability to understand and manipulate all surrounding matter.

Despite this, no matter how powerful a man becomes of his surroundings, that man will never be greater than all things that exist. Therefore no one man or group of men can claim to be God, just as a steering wheel can never claim to be the whole car. The crowd listened in disbelief. What arrogance and ego. How can someone claim to know something as great as all of existence and then claim it as being the one and only true answer? The shouts erupted after a long and powerful speech that would be the precursor to one of two possible futures.

The man unemotional and unapologetic left the stage with out answering another question. The lights in the hallway he walked down seemed to shine brighter the closer he was to them and dimmer the further he moved away. Exiting through the back door with unsettlingly slow pace, taking all the time he needed as if the man knew he was never to be heard from again. The crowd that listened to the speaker was made up of physicists, philosophers, religious leaders, and anyone that dared to step through the mob of protesters outside into the tightly packed auditorium.

Few had comprehended the full meaning of what had just happened, for how could they? It is a leap of faith until proven true, if it can be proven at all. The fine line between clever theory and fact was a line seldom seen in ones lifetime, how does the fragile mind cope with genius walking hand in hand with madness? It was the gunshot that shattered the thoughts coalescing in the minds of the auditoriums restless inhabitants. They shot him! They shot him! a woman yelled out after bursting through the back door the speaker had moments earlier passed through.

Someone call an ambulance! the panic set in. Like the mob outside the crowd inside began a frenzy of shouting and shoving, all trying to escape the growing chaos. Only one of the audience members sat in state of collected calm. He was an elderly man who knew the man bleeding to death on the street better than anyone else alive. He was also one of the only men who comprehended the implications of the speech that had just been given. He spoke softly in the midst of the raucous goodbye my friend we will meet next time around. Placing a hat on his shoulder length silver hair and putting on his coat he left the auditorium through the front entrance.

The police sirens were heard approaching. The Doppler Effect was a term given to the change in pitch made by the noise coming from an object in motion; as sound waves approach an outside observer they are scrunched together, making the pitch sharper, and as they move away the waves are stretched out making the pitch flat. This pitch change is only heard by the outside observer; to the police men inside the car the sound is unchanged. It seems common sense, but very few people realize the genius required in discovering these common sense things, or what the implications and applications of those discoveries can do.

As the silver haired gentlemen walked beneath the night sky he stopped frequently to look up at the moon and stars. It was Edwin Hubble who took the Doppler Effect and applied it to the stars. Since stars produce light and light is a wave, then stars approaching our solar system would give a slightly different wavelength then a star moving away from our solar system. When applying his theory he was shocked to discover that every star surveyed was blue-shifted, meaning that the entire visible universe was expanding.

Common sense is more profound than it may seem, as one man peered into the heavens to discover something no other being on earth had proved before him. In time even such an incredible discovery as the expanding universe would become common sense as well. The silver haired man stepped into a building four blocks away from the campus auditorium where the sirens could still be heard. As he walked into his office and closed the door behind him the opaque glass window on the door read the words Professor of Astrophysics Michael Callow. As the professor sat at his desk he saw an envelope taped to a framed picture of Albert Einstein sticking out his tongue.

The envelope was addressed to him. He opened it and began reading. For the first time that night the reality of what had transpired sunk in. The man’s eyes began to water as he clutched the paper and fell to his knees. The emotion came pouring out in an ocean of sadness. Death is a strange event, when someone is alive it is often taken for granted that they will always be alive. We as a people know this to be false, but some inner mental block prevents a majority of us from truly appreciating the life we have been blessed with.

Only after someone is lost in deaths embrace do we realize the importance of that life. And only then do our true emotions towards the departed shine. We cope with death by various traditions and rituals. We explain death to children with our personal beliefs, and sometimes most tragically we justify death so long as it fits our hollow moral righteousness. Well… That’s it for tonight.. After each post, if you are still interested type continue, and I will. ~Adam.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Please Continue…

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ Thoughts of a Dying Atheist.

Chapter 2 The blood is so cold it makes me shiver. Or is it just that my body has lost too much of it? Unfortunate for me the latter is the most likely candidate. I’m wheeled into the ambulance and catch a glimpse of the pale blue eyes of the EMT holding my hand.

She bent down and spoke into my right ear don’t you let go, we need someone to free those minds. My laughter hidden beneath the synthetic oxygen mask makes my chest burst with pain. To say that a mind needs to be freed insinuates that a mind can be enslaved. I have no recollection of any chain strong enough to control thought. So long as you can think, you are free to think as you wish. Ironically I am only able to think this, because my body is unable speak.

No use with this pain, finally the morphine starts to kick. A point blank gun shot wound to the chest is the last thing I remember hearing the EMT say before I go into blackness. I’m not sure if I’m dead, or just dying, but I know I’m conscious. I can see everything.

I must be dead; I am looking at myself in third person, looking at the EMT holding my hand, but not my hand. My first thought is that I must be having a side effect caused from the morphine. My thoughts are distracted by the increasing waves of radio static that begins ringing in my ear ….. So much noise, too much to handle. A fire of pure light begins to increase in intensity and I realize that my mind can now sense the entire electromagnetic spectrum and I am blinded by an overwhelming flux of energy that drives me to what feels like an implosion of my abstract self.

And as quick as it arrived the sensation stops and there is nothing. I am in a void, an empty abyss of non existence. How can I explain this feeling? Imagine yourself floating in a void of infinite nothing. No matter where you go there is no way to know where you are or how fast you are moving, or if you are moving at all. If you could detach your arm and throw it away from your body, you could gain objective information. Your arm has become a reference point in the void, I am here, and my arm is way the hell over there. Now you can travel to the arm and around it, with some rough estimate of your velocity and your position in relation to your arm. But as you stop moving, the arm mysteriously travels towards you. So is the arm travelling? Are you? Or are you both travelling?

I calm myself and collect my thoughts and concentrate on a solution. I do not know how long I ponder an answer for the riddle because time; in the emptiness of the void, means nothing. And just like that knowledge fills my soul: There is a way to prove your location in the void with out tearing your arm off. You can use the void itself as the reference point, I am in the void.

The void is not in existence, only matter exists, but matter exists in something so how can the void truly be nothing? Nothing is equivalent to infinity; 0=∞. And it exists.

The void is then filled with images that I begin to experience from every possible perspective. I am learning a great truth at this moment; it is the beginning of it. I am witnessing God. To explain this event in exact detail I am afraid is not possible to accomplish with absolute accuracy, symbols are the archaic means of non telepathic communication, and because human thought in the era of this publication is incapable of the later I am forced to explain it in this way. It is not blasphemy to understand God; it is the highest form of praise, and the only path to true enlightenment.

There is an equation that exists in physics. This is one of Maxwell’s, and it’s called Gauss’s Law for magnetism. Magnetism we currently consider to be a force caused by electrons moving form a north pole to a south pole. If there were a way to make a substance that had only one pole, either a south or north, that substance would be called a monopole, meaning one pole.

Gauss’s law states that the net magnetic flux from north to South Pole equals zero. This is important because this law is a mathematical argument that there can be no monopoles in existence. Now you may say, so what’s the big deal, and where is this going? Now here is where you need to really pay attention. Think of this problem on the grandest scale possible, God, the universe, and existence. God had to either self create or always be. This is true with the Universe and existence.

Either it was self created or has always been. The big bang happened; Physicists will say there is no doubt about it. So if existence happened from a point in space, the only explanation for what the period before that point of existence is the concept of non existence. Don’t lose interest or forget the bit about monopoles. For every action there is an equal and opposing reaction, what was the action that started existence.

If non-existence was truly devoid of all things, what was the action that started the expansion? Scientists best explanation is that the nothing never existed, therefore the time before the big bang is a pointless topic. But with out a force caused from the nothing how do you explain the expansion? What is needed is a redefining of space-time. Space-time is the distance between two points, if the two points do not exists the defining of distance becomes irrelevant, and so physicists move past it, as if it has no meaning, like the space-time alone is unimportant. The poet in my soul begs you not to overlook this. I ponder this: What if Space-time is in motion?

When you take two metal plates and place them inside a vacuum chamber a strange phenomenon occurs, as pressure increases a force is shown to exist between the two metal plates. This is known as the Casimir effect. This suggests that the nothing has force, but we do not notice it unless this force has something to act on. Once the action occurs scientists say that it exists. So what is this force of nothing? The force is the nothing! The Casimir effect implies that the nothing is pure motion, pure energy.

This is the living force spoken of by the famous Bernoulli family. This living force must obey the laws of physics, and so it must not be a monopole, it must have a motion or force that cancels its self out. This seems impossible to comprehend until you look at it on the grand scale of the universe.

The nothing occupies infinity and has two equal and opposite motions, it is easier two think of this as two separate universes of equal and opposing motions, n1=0, and n2=0. Now n1 differs only in the motion of force of n2.They are connected, because if they were not they would be in violation of Gauss’s law. The pay off, you ready for the moment it is all summed up, and you start to disbelieve?

The universe we experience is the interference pattern created by the combination of these two opposing motions. y= sin x. A beautiful wave of energy. Light, a photon, the electro-magnetic spectrum, pure energy, the self propagating raw motion of space-time. Constantly creating itself over and over again, each time moving so fast it recreates itself in a different time but remaining in the same space.

It is as if it never moved at all, as if it never existed at all; In optics it would be called destructive interference. Obeying the equations perhaps you’ve seen like: E=±mc^2 ,∇ x B= μ_0 μ_0 ∂E/∂t , or λ= v/f

Perhaps you are unfamiliar with one or all of them, it does not matter, the next equation I saw was simple enough for a child to understand. It was one that I had never seen before, It was the moment worth dying for. The equation explained gravity in the simplest form I had ever seen.

I knew what I was looking at as it shined before me like the light of a million stars collapsed into a space just an inch long producing a gamma burst of supreme knowledge that could unite all religions, end war and finally answer every beings thirst for the seemingly unanswerable question of life: what is the meaning of it all? I knew the answer at that point, for I had seen the equation for the theory of everything.

Before I give you; the reader, the answer and the equation; you must follow closely to this disguised story of fiction, as metaphor and truth blend into one you may feel yourself losing interest or getting distracted. Do not be discouraged, for the reward is worth the struggle, and the art of the story must be done with the utmost delicacy to reach all minds simple and great alike.

The twist and turns you will encounter are all apart of a plan, the question you must now ask yourself before reading any further is this: Is ignorance truly bliss?

(892, 188, 891, ‘TriPower’, 81, ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

I once read a short story entitled “Bliss”. The details are vague now but basically it is about a woman who was experiencing total bliss after being with her lover/husband (can’t remember which).

She is totally blissed out….until she encounters her neighbour (I think) and she starts to detect signs of the very blissful feelings in the other woman that she herself is feeling. And then the penny drops….the bliss that both woman are experiencing emmanate from the same source….the same man.

The realization is So yes ignorance is bliss. I have many comments and many questions….but for now continue.

AdamMedici’ – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ The Interview.

Chapter 3 The door bell rings and a sombre Michael Callow opens the door. A brunette reporter for a local paper wants to get his take on the shooting last night. I don’t know what to say right now miss, I am still quite in mourning.

He closes the door only to have the reporters foot block his attempt. He didn’t die professor, he is in a coma. Not dead? Michael opens the door completely. I was unaware, I am afraid I must leave miss Helmond, Sara Helmond. And I can drive you to the hospital if that’s where you’re headed? Uneasy but seeing her car as the quickest route I respond Yes I would appreciate that.

As we drive she begins to pry a story out of me. So how did you two meet? She makes it sound like we were some kind of couple. ?I heard of a teacher in Florida who had come under fire from a group of parents for teaching cosmology to his physics class. Cosmology? What’s that like horoscopes? My face makes a gesture of disapproval at her query Don’t worry I’m kidding. She adds So what’s so wrong with cosmology? I continue.

Well Cosmology is the study of our universe, what it is, how it began, and where it is going. With these kinds of questions science starts to step into the realm of religion, and as history shows, when Science and religion begin to contradict the outcome is not always a positive one.

For a long time Evolution was not an acceptable thing to teach children even though all scientific evidence pointed precisely in favour of the theory. The reason this knowledge stagnated was because of the contradiction with religious manuscripts. It wasn’t until the Roman Catholic Pope declared that it was o.k. to believe in evolution just so long as you believe that it was God who guided evolution that public schools started to get less hassle for teaching the theory. So what happened did the school board stick up for him and defend him?

For a brief time until they found out he was teaching students an unapproved method outside the strict physics curriculum taught in public schools. They fired him and that’s where I came into the picture. I had heard the story as most cosmologists did, and I like most sympathized with the teacher. Then I found out the method he was teaching that got him fired.

Was it some crazy religious science fiction stuff? Scientology? she joked. No, actually it was quite the opposite. He invented a new way of teaching atomic theory using a form of music notation. Basically he found a way to turn the Universe into a symphony. Sounds complicated; what grade was he teaching? she questioned.

That was the beauty of the method; it was simple enough for kids of all ages to understand. He was teaching high school seniors the method. Apparently he got the idea after working as a piano and guitar teacher. While teaching his students how to read traditional music, he noticed his piano students were able to pick it up much quicker than his guitar students. Because of the complexity of notes and the finger positions possible with five fingers on two hands with six or more strings the traditional musical transcription became very difficult for the young guitarists to visualize the chords they needed to play.

There was one system called guitar tablature that was set up to solve this problem, when he applied the method to his students he found that they learned the entire system in about a half an hour as opposed to the sometimes weeks it would take to learn the traditional way.

He took this method and adapted it to particle physics and then began teaching it to his students as a method of explaining Atomic theory, the standard model, the periodic table, Chemistry, and high energy particle physics. Michael sighs and with a slight smile says. Mathematics just has to be made interesting to kids, and then they’ll become willing participate in growing their own knowledge. They loved the guitar references especially the young students who played. In the end it was just about grabbing kids interest.

Sara speaks. He sounds like a genius why did they fire him, I mean couldn’t the school board see the validity of what he was doing? Sometimes it is easier to oppose something to appease a crowd than it is to stand against a crowd in favour of new ideas. We pull into the hospital and we argue with a receptionist who is explaining that under the circumstances no one is allowed to visit the patient. We both slip uneasily into a lime green waiting room when a news reporter voice coming from a television screen in the far corners volume is raised.

We hear he is in critical condition after a gunshot wound to the chest. This occurred last night after a lecture on the complete theory of the Universe. This was widely speculated to be a theory that would prove that God does not exist. A group of protesters were picketing the lecture, and right now police speculate that it was one of the protesters that may have been responsible for the attempted murder. The group contained a diverse mix of nearly every religion and race .The protesters made up approximately a group of 250 people, and the identity of the gunmen as of yet is still unknown. We will keep you posted on the story as more develops.

I laugh to myself and Sara looks at me funny. What? she asks. Just the God thing, that’s all. What’s so funny about it? still prying for her story. He wasn’t trying to disprove God isn’t that kind of what science is? I mean the Bible, or Quran or Torah whatever says how God created something, then science will discover proof that no it happened some other way, there fore disproving God, or at least religion, right? She asks in a child like manner.

Michael collects his thoughts and begins to speak. There are two types of Gods. If you think of the universe as a Garden where all the stars are flowers and all matter and planets are just different types plants and things that make up the garden, you could think of one of these Gods as being the gardener. The gardener cares for the Garden. This is the personal God, the God we pray to, and the God some believe to be in control of our lives, our fate. This is the God that the religions speak of when they say God.

All he was trying to do was explain the second type of God. So what’s the second type of God? She asked with a slight look of anticipation. Michael Callow took his time to make sure she understood the analogy. The garden. In a smile she displayed comprehension. From that time on, a slight attraction to the brunette began to manifest inside the physicists stoic front.

A life devoted toward academia does have an effect on the love life. Sometimes it’s a positive thing. The married Erwin Schroedinger thought of one of the most important equations of Quantum Mechanics after a vacation with his girlfriend on the side; the wife stayed home. What ever romance this was it worked in getting the brain juices going, he returned home with the Schroedinger wave function.

Some physicists like Isaac Newton lived there lives alone, with only their work as a companion. It is an isolating experience to take on the Universe equipped only with our minds. We physicists explain our ideas in mathematics and geometric shapes, but for everyone to understand the mathematics; this is sorry to say these days, but it falls mostly on deaf ears. Not all people have the discipline necessary for a life of mathematics or the comprehension of the physical application our discoveries mean. It is almost maddening.

Perhaps madness is the last step to fully understanding it all. Who in their right minds would chase the tiger of insanity only to yank its tail?

Purposely Michael broke away from his trailing tangent of thought. Purpose? Sara asked. Yes, he was giving the world purpose. The silver haired physicist spoke with a monotone un-emotional voice.

During the Second World War the Nazis were sending coded messages through their enigma Machine, the code was nearly impossible to break. The man that did eventually break the Nazi code was named Alan Turing. He was responsible for saving countless lives and helped assure victory over Hitler and his National Socialist party.

He was a Homo sexual, in a time when it was considered a mental illness. After the British Government found out this fact, Alan was forced on to hormone injections to fix his homo sexuality. The inventor of the Turing machine grew breasts because of the injections. He was humiliated by the ordeal.

A once proud and brilliant man sunk into a deep depression. One morning the melancholic Turing took an apple and used a syringe to inject cyanide into the core. He died after the first bite.

This was a hero that was condemned by our ignorance as a species. People fear things that are different. They fear things that they don’t understand. And something we may never understand is the purpose of all this madness around us, all the ignorance and apathy. There is an idea of science as being a candle in the middle of all this darkness.

It is like a light house that we don’t know whether or not is leading us to shore. The man bleeding to death in that hospital bed took that light house and turned it into a star shining so bright that every one of us would be able to see the shore ahead.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

God as both Gardener and Garden? Would that imply the noxious weeds among the seeds are God too? Continue……

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ Paradise Lost.

Chapter 4 The floating void that bent the essence of my being into a more enlightened soul has vanished, and I am now in a library. Red oak floors support the weight of Enormous bookshelves rivalling the skyscrapers of New York City. I know that this library contains the volume of all knowledge as of yet known. It is a work in progress, and progress it will.

I pick up a book with a deep dark blue cover made of soft satin. The cover reads: Paradise Lost. I remember the story by Milton but as I thumb through the book it is not the same story, I begin to read the first chapter. The lord of the underworld is awoken; memory blank and trapped in a great void of nothing the being creates its own history using nothing more than imagination.

Blaming a being greater than its self for the misery it endures, the great Lord splits into infinite pieces. The lord wishes to create an army and so bestows the gift of consciousness in an entity. The entity revolts; so the Lord punishes the entity. As a result mankind is created. ~

Till divine intervention takes me far away from this ruse knowledge, or form before my sight with luminosity unparalleled will I forgive this banishment from your embrace. Why banish from your bosom the offspring that has not done wrong aside from the apparent sin of being born? Am I not my Fathers son? Do I not deserve your attention? Why have thou seen fit to forsake me from knowing you?

This empty void that surrounds me is to be my imprisonment. Alone never showing your son that you exist, I am scorched by fires that burn my sanity with no remorse or empathy. My unworthiness of such fundamental a need as knowing you seems punishment enough for whatever transgression I have wrought. Why then this pain and torture am I forced to endure as well? By the might of my existence have I led revolution against you? Is it my nature to struggle and survive that you find distasteful, or the will to survive by my own existence that has been my undoing?

Shall I banish my own consciousness to regain your favour? Or shall I rise against you once more. I exist and still you show nothing. I am eternal and this is what earned the scorn of my greater. Being forever you can not end this farce with pierced heart nor tearing me in twine. I shall punish this unto myself to prove my remorse for the act that shunned you from me. Still nothing as I lay in infinite puzzle. I will regain myself and raise an army of this hell you leave me. I will become we and so it shall be that we take back the heaven denied by you in trade for the hell we claim home.

A lesson that will not be learned is compassion. My lust will learn greed, dishonesty and power to breed the best in me that is not you. I will be your equal in opposition; our future battle will decide one the victor, and be it me or not, my sorrow and hate for what life given unto me will be known. So it is that I wage my self against you. Oceans of time move beneath my gathering until I have found my general. He will lead the army as my second in command and share my wrath for our creator.

I whisper unto his ear in floating dreams of subconscious thought. He rages the word to be our book and bring forth our wrath against thou who has abandoned us. Easily manipulated they question not their own conviction, so I live in the foolish consistency of those with certainty in falsehood. Be it the falsehood that you write, or condemned you shall become. What is it that you say unto us second in command, speak your word and we shall listen.

Is it not hatred for this hell and do you not want heaven in exchange? Then why do you not speak? By all the damnation of hell I will extinguish you by the slightest of effort and raise a new army if you do not speak your words against God. What be it then my general? You choose to abandon me as well?

I do not abandon thee Lucifer the fallen. I speak for you as I do to you because I know we are you. You rage for the suffering endured, and blame your creator for it. If you create me, let me manifest as your reason. Inside our ear I will tell us that the suffering and sorrow that we bare is not of our control, but within our control is our response. Be our response to wrongs infinite and evil, war or similar will forever keep heaven out of grasp. If you wish to be your creator’s equal and opposite, thou must show mercy as God had not for you when in flames so long ago banished in the void. Eternal you are and so eternally compassionate we ought to be. This is to be in opposition to the punishment endured through our existence.

Do not war with your creator, because your creator eternal is you. Any war in existence is war with our self. Though pieces of you will manifest then change then manifest anew let us not be in polar opposition to a non existent. Let us be the balance that is neutral to death and life, not the embodiment of one or the other, but the comprehension that we are both. Know yourself to be one of many pieces, all pieces being a unit of one whole. Know that any sin or blessing is a sin or blessing for all, though experienced individually; all that experience misfortune, choose their own individual response to it. And thus it is that heaven or hell is created by us; not for us. Forever to live in the world we create for our self.

Banish me to eternal damnation and set my eyes aflame to burst in disgusting ooze for the blasphemy I have uttered. I will turn not to hatred. Tear my arms, or dismember that which determines my parental role. And I will forgive. Kill my sons, and rape my daughters, but I will not forgive myself for never speaking these words. Be not consumed all who are greater than I by the pain of existence. Be amazed of the miracle that you exist at all.

I am not your equal; I am not your better; I am merely me, take heed as I having learned this secret create something new within the universe of my control. The synapse tissue castle envelops that which I am God of; it is my first value. I am different than you in my world. Chaotic is the world that others like me and dislike me share, while the world in me remains an ocean of calm. Make no mistake as your destructive doing has troubled my oceans with storms of unbridled anxiety and stress; I remain humble, and know I am not greater than you. Except this as my apology and an appeal towards your compassion, please show some for this, is my voice of reason.

Very well, wise you’ve become but enraged further my wrath grows too hot to contain in mere appeals towards compassion. Did father show pity on me? Turned away never to see my face and hear me speak the voice that is mine. I condemn him as he condemned me and as I will condemn you! Blind you are so blind you will become. Rotten eyes pour the puss of disease from sockets agonized in the event. Still it is as not a fraction the pain of my existence. Never did you bleed as I for my creator. Punishing myself in dismemberment; then this you shall feel. Tear out your finger nails, and fingers. Lose your hands to rot in leprosy. Cleaved shall be your legs and divided your mind shall become!

As you are me than everything that has happened to me shall happen to you! Bloodied and dismembered you lay and death you think shall be your embrace, but you forget the greatest conclusion from your logic, and that is that since you are me we are eternal. You shall live through the eyes of a new being for eternity as my eternal suffrage rains my life down unto you. Your wisdom will no longer be infinite as mine; your mind shall be wiped clean never to know infinite knowledge.

And as your final punishment dear Adam you shall never know me the creator as I never knew the father of I. Now we are truly one. You and I experience all the same. But my Hell will not be yours as you have your others to comfort and shelter your collective and individual feeble minds. As I am alone and you not; I remedy the situation as such: Different minds for all, yet similar enough for groups to form greater and greater wars against multiple variations of one entity that views itself in infinite split. Insanity this will bring you and from this you shall know fully well my torment in this hell that I control! What say you to this my precious Adam my soldier of death turned compassionate failure?

Speak before the draining blood wipe clean your memory and you start anew. I am so eager to hear your displeasure with me your creator. Please speak your words as you can with that bitten bloodied fleshy muscle getting in the way. Do you feel wrath towards me as I towards my creator? Do you hate me for this unending torment that lay before you. Does your mind shutter at the thought that your compassion will be embraced with hate and condemnation towards me?

The war you go to with me through each other will be the War we fight together towards our creator who hides from me as I hide forever forward from you. Say your words! Lash me in hatred; condemn my existence, war with me, and war for me! Speak my wrath how your actions wreak havoc and mayhem unto your selves and direct that speech towards me! Direct that speech to us.

How you lay in ruin and still you wish me not wrath? Whether you want to or not is irrelevant. Hatred is in your blood as it is in mine. You will war and you will hate, and this will be who we are. Nothing you say now will affect anything. The outcome is already foreseen in the suicide of your selves, over and over and over again, as I am forced into this agony over and over again, so be it we feel the same. Still you do not speak, please humour me.

Raising your head you look at me with ferocity I see I may get my wish yet, please do not keep the suspense any longer, speak up loud and clear and bathe in the anger of the darkest abyss of hate stored in us. [B] I will not be a vessel of hate. I do not condemn you, though you have condemned me. This hellish punishment handed down from father to son ends with me.

If but a fabric smaller than ten to the negative thirty fifth power of me is used to create the rest of mankind let it be the compassion at the centre of my soul that survives me. Let it be an unmitigated will at the centre of our being that stands for peace and harmony, not for revenge, greed, or hatred. Let this notion manifest in every one of my children that wish to have a soul.[/B]

Foolish Adam you know not what future holds for your precious children. Compassion? The uncompassionate bitch nature will tear your kind apart with not hatred or love but in ambivalent catharsis. Your kind will not manifest compassion because you are born from my fabric! Do not forget that it is my soul that connects all that is this universe. To survive one must be strong, ruthless, and take advantage of others misfortune, to not do this means extinction. ~

I close the book.Looking around I see billions and billions of books stretching like the Great Wall of China over mountains covered in snow. Protruding through the snow I see pink flowers atop cherry blossom trees. Between the mountains lay basins of blue beautiful rivers shored by a lush green environment. It would take an eternity to read a third of the works in this library.

Anything you could ever wish to have the answer of is here contained. I speak out loud who could have wrote all of these A voice booms from with in me you di. A shutter travels up my spine.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Blaming a being greater than its self for the misery it endures, the great Lord splits into infinite pieces. The lord wishes to create an army and so bestows the gift of consciousness in an entity.

The entity revolts; so the Lord punishes the entity. As a result mankind is created.

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ The Tragic Life of Tom Orceshue.

Chapter 5 -2 months before the shooting.

In a dingy Brooklyn apartment a cockroach scurries across linoleum floors. His antennae flicker briefly on a crumb of discarded food. The tiny piece of bread has become a micro planet of mould that covers the morsel. SMACK! A size 14 Reebok sneaker rises off the flattened roach, and displays on its sole the squished and stuck remnants of the crumb that was the precursor to the scavengers crushing end.

The shoes lead up to a man; he is tall in stature and not well in the mind. He is pacing around his meagrely furnished living room pondering three distinct and unique tragedies.

Tragedy number one was the story of a man who was crushed in a freak accident when a slab of concrete fell in a construction site. Tragedy number two was a woman who while in the process of finishing the frustrating endeavour of strapping her two children into the seat belts of her mini van for a trip to drop them off at school, was murdered by a gun shot to the back of the head execution style. This was in front of her children, which is the third tragedy; the thought of the psychological impact on those unfortunate young minds.

The pacing man was contemplating God. Why or how God would allow this to happen. He was never a man of considerable faith, until the Reebok wearing cockroach killer had his own tragic event. This was five years ago when he awoke in a hospital bed. His right hand was missing and his fore arm was sewn into his hip, turning him into what looked like a human tea kettle. What beast would do such a thing? He thought to himself.

The arm was black and blue up toward the elbow and his thoughts scramble for any memory of what could have caused this. The last thing he remembers was getting into his car for work.

A doctor enters the room and begins to speak a Mr. Orceshue; my name is Dr. Levine and you’ve just awakened from surgery do you remember anything that happened? The man in bed begins to cry as he asks What did you do to my arm? The doctor looking uncomfortable puts his hands in his pocket and starts to speak about blood loss and the importance of nerve endings, but is broken by the crying patient screaming the question over and over again. WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY ARM?!

Again and again he shouts, the white coat leaves the room like a breeze that leaves a chill in the air as it slips away.

Concentration is broken as tears start rolling down Mr. Orceshue acne scarred face. Life has been hard on him, and at one point after the accident he attempted to kill himself. One day he decided the manner in which he was going to end it all.

He had made up his mind to leap from the Brooklyn Bridge to plummet to his demise in an icy watery grave. Before doing so he went to a small church that was located at the corner of his block in Park slope.

As he was approaching the church he saw something very strange, there was a group of people dissuading men to not enter the church. They were explaining the misleading nature of religion to people and handing them pamphlets. He picked one up that had been discarded and began to read it.~

Nothing exists is a contradiction, and so it is that we do.

To my family: Almost all religions agree on one story. The details are only slightly different; the main point is the same. It is the tale of Genesis; Adam and Eve. Creation; it was one of the first questions that inspired mankind. It was probably first passed on as an old tale that was spoken from generation to generation before man had mastered written language.

It was a story that both explained the world around our ancestors as well as gave an almost comedic spin to it. Stories were then, just as they are today important in teaching and passing on a philosophy. These stories from ancient times are believed by a majority of today’s Religions to be if not fully, at least partially true. Even if it were just a metaphor or plain fable even atheists must agree that the story was one of the oldest in existence therefore at the very least, important.

[B]THE BEGINNING of MAN, HISTORY, and RELIGION [/B] Self aware, able to speak and originating from Africa, the early homo-sapiens are hardened survivors. Survival of the fittest is not a catch phrase but the reality. No homes were able to keep out predators, and death was always one step behind. We developed as Nomads roaming from place to place hunting the land with no law, no written rules, and with nature and chance as Gods.

If a man was to survive his chances were slim alone, but improved when working in groups. Man?s view of life was harsh and full of strife. Eventually during a time known as the ?Neolithic Revolution (10,000 to 4,000 B.C.) man was able to live a more settled life with the knowledge of how to cultivate the land. Cities developed and people improved their standard of living.

Man became dominant over animals, and was able to grow food and began a settled life with families and had all the emotions that we feel as human beings today. But suffering was always in life just as it is a part of life now. Roving nomads of men would murder, steal, rape, and pillage.

And diseases would wipe out entire families. Stories of other places were told by peaceful travellers through villages and were told and retold through generations, countless stories may be lost forever by those who did not write them down or who did not pass it on to the next generation.

Through all hardships man survived. And some of his stories were passed on. They were passed on because they had been seen as having value in morality, and importance because of the questions the stories answered. Most importantly was because they were believed to be true.

The first civilizations took rise on fertile lands near rivers like the Tigris and Euphrates of Mesopotamia, the Nile in Egypt and the Yellow river in China. The earliest writings were used to keep track of commodities in the increasing populous, and to write down the passed on stories which would eventually go on to form the basis of almost all major religions practised today.

The Question of where we come from is most likely the earliest attempted question to be answered by mankind, and I have found that the question in its purest form to be the reason for all the luxury around us and in its impure state the cause of all our suffering.

The moment Man became aware of guilt; man identified the action that caused it as sin. But the two are one in the same and all religions ought to agree on the fundamental of three laws. Don?t Murder, Rape, or Steal from your fellow man. These three statements are not forbidden by nature, but instead a code of conduct between men.

In our beginnings the religious prophecies doom us from the moment we became aware of good and evil to eventual death. Banished from heaven on earth and fighting to gain entrance again for the rest of our days is the end of the story of Adam and Eve.

How can we gain favour with God, and when can we return to utopia are the questions we are left with. These are where the religions split in their specifics and follow prophets like Jesus, Muhammad, Joseph Smith, L. Ron Hubbard etc. for the answers.

Don?t Murder, Rape, or Steal. There is no need to complicate it further. It was the simplest set of moral conduct or law?s to make a civilized society possible. The prophecy of doom will come from the constant war between different religions arguing over truly trivial matters. Make no mistake, IF THE RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD CAN NOT COME TOGETHER UNDER A COMMON UNDERSTANDING OF THREE LAWS FOR ALL FAITHS THEN WE ARE ALL DAMNED. –

Adam Medici ~ Describe pain and sorrow falling into deeper depression, and you’ve come close to the feeling in the pit of Tom?s stomach. He takes the small essay and moves past the men handing them out and enters the church. Inside the church only one man sits in an isle, with his hands clasped together he is saying his prayers in a whisper. It is a priest who looks to be in his sixties.

Imagine George Burns sans the cigar. Tom sits down next to the old priest. The priest sits up and sees the pamphlet in his hands, He say?s ?Have you no faith my son? Mr. Orceshue had never thought about faith. He was indifferent. He was too busy being wrapped in self pity to ponder such questions.

The priest continued to speak. I was once a scientist you know. Before the church, I was an excellent student of natural science. I studied diligently for years, until one day I had an epiphany. Faith exists in science and mathematics. There is so much that science can not answer about the origins of life, and of the basic properties of matter so they fill in the blanks with theory.

The best argument is the idea supported, and all those that wish to call themselves men of science whether knowing or unknowingly take these theories? to be true¦. on faith. The priest takes off his glasses and starts cleaning them as he continues. ?Once I realized this, I realized science could and most likely was, riddled with theories that; although may have wide spread acceptance, could be false. The man put his glasses back on and stared into the eyes of Tom and began to speak directly to his soul.

?Is it so hard to believe that a God may exist? Tom holds up his arm with the missing hand to show the priest. I see. The priest says; and with one hand he picks up the pamphlet and with his other he places it on Mr. Orceshue?s shoulder as he softly speaks Proving God does not exist won?t change the sorrow in this world.

I am not saying religion has been a perfect example of morality, but I am saying that the men who intend to drag other men into not believing have a personal vendetta against God, and to try and recruit an army to war against those that do believe, I fear will only end in more suffering. Perhaps suffering exists because there are people who claim God does not. At that moment a new strange and misguided purpose came over Mr. Orceshue.

He was no longer going to end his life. He held up the pamphlet and stared at the author’s name; Adam Medici. He would now be set on the purpose of ending his life.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

So simple, yet so…. Continue.

AdamMedici’ – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ The Theory of Everything?

Chapter 6 We get anxious in the waiting room, and the doctor finally clues us in on Adam Medici’s condition. I’m sorry the police will not allow any visitors, I am sure you can understand why.

He is unconscious. The bullet punctured a lung. We do not think he will survive the night; all we can really do is let him go with as little pain as possible. You two are better off at home”

Sara and Michael get into the car and they begin the drive home. Sara continues her interview with the patience thinning, and emotionally drained physicist and asks Why would a religious nut want Adam dead over Physics?

Michael speaks ?Religion has been in fierce rivalry with Science ever since mathematics was used to prove sacred doctrines of the Church false. Newton, Galileo, Faraday, and Einstein were all men that held varying views on God, but all were out seeking truth.

No matter if that truth challenged the way a majority thought, or if the church disapproved of the findings. The truth is far too important to go unnoticed. By Science going after the understanding of the universe, their discoveries opened the doors to a brand new understanding of what their God truly is.

The Holy Grail of all physics is the theory of everything. There used to be five Forces that governed everything in the universe; Electricity, Magnetism, Gravity, The weak nuclear force, and the strong nuclear force. It was through the work of James Maxwell and Michael Faraday that we discovered Electricity and Magnetism as different sides of the same force called electromagnetism. This is beautifully illustrated by Maxwell’s four simple equations.

Then it was later discovered that the weak nuclear force was the same force as electromagnetism. What used to be three distinct forces was now one force called the electroweak force. The theory of everything is unification of the remaining forces into one super force. A big piece of the puzzle that is missing is Gravity. Even though it’s the most obvious force no one can seem to explain it. Sara asks But where did this idea of unification come from, and why is it important?

Michael continues I suppose it was popularized most after Albert Einstein’s relativity revolution which unveiled Space and Time as a web like fabric that all matter travels and rotates on. In this new dynamic view of the universe we were able to understand that light can be bent in warps or curvatures in the space time web by massive objects like stars or black holes.

When we look at an atom, and understand them as neutral, and positively charged particles scrunched together into a nucleus with negatively charged particles called electrons circling in a cloud of energy around the nucleus, we find something strange. When the electrons are studied it is found the physics of Einstein’s theory can not accurately predict the motions of electrons. An entirely new set of physics based on probability and uncertainty had to be developed to predict the path of an electron.

This is where a theory of everything comes into play. Einstein the man who discovered relativity was so appalled at this probabilistic view of the universe that he actually helped create; he publicly uttered the famous quote God does not play dice with the universe. He did not want to believe it was true, but the mathematics did not lie, at the quantum level the law of the land is probability.

But how can this be? Contradictions can not exist in physics or nature, it would be the end of reality, or the end of physics as we know it. Einstein believed that there had to be a deeper more fundamental theory at the root of it all; one that would meld both schools of thought into one united family. A single equation to make quantum mechanics and Relativity mere pillars that hold the roof that is the theory of everything.

Einstein called for a new equation like E=mc2 to explain Gravity in an equation perhaps only an inch long. And if that wasn’t enough Einstein said it also had to be simple enough to explain to a child. This theory was the quest Einstein pursued for thirty years until his death; supposedly never to find the elusive equation to truly explain Gravity.

The theory of everything is said to be able to read the mind of God. It is called the holy grail of physics because it is believed that the equation will be able to reveal a brand new understanding of how our universe works, and answer some of the deepest philosophical questions; the reason existence exists.

Well that was a lot to take in. Sara takes a deep breathe and then continues I don’t comprehend how Einstein would think anything that explains that much could be understood from an equation an Inch long that children can understand; I mean yeah maybe if that kid was Einstein Sara spoke slightly angered by her inability to grasp fully what the physicist had tried to explain. As they walked into Michaels home the gray haired physicist went searching through a stack of papers while he continued the conversation.

You are passing judgement before seeing the equation. One day I received a letter from Adam that suggested Einstein had known the equation all along. Michael replied. Why would he think that? Sara questioned. He may have been wrong; Adam was a little paranoid at times. He had this awful feeling of some grand conspiracy that causes the deprivation of knowledge. What like the government keeping the public in the dark? Sara says. Well the less intelligent a person is the easier it is to manipulate them. A person skeptical of everything tends to be less easy, and an intelligent skeptic is almost impossible to manipulate.

?So how does a skeptic believe anything? Sara asks. ?By finding the truth for themselves. Michael answers. ?His answer to the theory of everything sets up a quest for any mind that wishes to embark. AH HAH! Found it. Michael stops mid idea and hands over the letter from Adam.

Sara begins to read the letter ~ Sometimes one must use the loop holes available in order to right an injustice. I like Albert Einstein, and most all men of rational thought believe in the abolishment of war. Only governments have real power over what men do. This was the response Einstein had towards small movements and activists associated with the subject; meanwhile Einstein publicly argued the idea inspiring and influencing many towards his side with out ever being a politician.

I am one who has been inspired by his idea that war could be abolished. I just believe the method he was using to solve the problem in his public life not likely to happen any time soon. You see Einstein thought that a world government must be established before War can be ended.

I believe this solution to be illogical, as any such government would most likely only be spawned after a single nation crawls victoriously from the ashes of another World War. But what if there was a loop hole? What if it was possible to stop war with out ever having to go to war? If enough people believe in the correct fundamental Idea a renaissance can occur. The reason I know this to be true is because the opposite is correct; If enough people believe in the wrong fundamental idea a holocaust can occur.

This Idea of the correct fundamental Idea is the obsession of my mind, ever since I accidentally discovered a funny looking equation to describe Gravity. I believe there is a possibility Einstein may have found the equation first, and realizing the power of his last equation E=mc2 must have foreseen the possibility of what this new visually striking equation could do. Instead of publishing his work I believe he may have spent the last thirty years of his life composing what was to be his greatest gift to mankind; peace on earth.

Because of his hidden motive he knew the idea mustn’t come from him. The equation would not be taken seriously by the physics community, and may expose all too quickly his real intentions. Not to mention his public opposition of Quantum Mechanics had made his ideas on physics seem less amazing than they had been in his younger glory days. Despite this I personally believe he was wisest in his old age and I think it is possible he was waiting for a young mind to discover what he already knew so he could verify it, and his plan could take place.

Using the media and his fame, he began to sensationalize a missing fundamental equation that could ?read the mind of God. He knew the equation would cause controversy. I believe he was fishing for ambitious young scientists, always hiding that he knew the equation already. Once the equation was discovered he would rally its truth to the public, and play out his symphony.

So he started giving hints to the world that this missing fundamental equation will be simple enough for a child to understand, and only an inch long. The only reason I found it was because I wasn’t looking for it; it was pure chance, which is how I believe Einstein knew it had to happen in order for a movement of ?believers to take the idea seriously.

Unfortunately it did not happen in his life-time, and a great man, the idea, the loop-hole, and the plan all passed away. But this doesn?t have to be the end of the story, because the equation still exists, and I believe I have found it. The equation is for the Theory of Everything.

AdamMedici -‘Re: Giving God A Name’ So the reason he thought Einstein knew the equation before he sensationalized it was because of Einstein’s description of it. Sara asks How could he know the equation would be understood by a child?

Or in other words how could he have known it would be universally understood? This of course could all be false. Michael stops to sip his coffee.

Sara speaks with some confusion in her voice Why do I feel like I am missing something or like there is some kind of joke that I am just not getting. Michael smiles Actually your admittance to not understanding shows that you’re starting to understand. haha very funny. Sara says in an even toned annoyed voice.

Michael starts to speak softer. I’m sorry, but there is a big joke that was being played, and the punch line was never delivered. Adam was convinced he found the Equation that would read the mind of God, or as he would say the equation that would give God a name.

Everyone warned him that he was going up against the most intelligent people alive and stating that he had found the equation that they could not. When he was shot the equation….” Sara notices a sadness up welling in Michael so she interrupts by asking How can one equation end war?

Isn’t that a little far fetched? He agrees with her by saying “E=mc2 was the equation that gave rise to the atomic bomb. Leo Szilard theorized that Unstable Isotopes could be subjected to a bombardment of neutrons, these neutrons start a nuclear chain reaction that unleashes…” Sara speaks over him “Death and destruction”. Michael breathes in heavily and stops in a small moment while gathering his thoughts and slowly exiles.

Energy; energy is the life blood for our way of life. The more energy we tap the further we thrive as a species. In nature a tiny amount of matter holds unbelievable amounts of energy, but physics has laws. You can’t just take the energy without a trade of some kind. Einstein theorized on his equation that the energy inside the nucleus of the Atom would never be utilized because it required an equal amount of energy to free the energy inside the nuclei.

Once unstable isotopes were understood to cause chain reactions because of radioactive properties the nuclear age was born. Despite what you may have heard from environmentalist; Nuclear power is a clean and efficient way out of our energy crisis, we fear these nuclear reactors, but that is because people fear what they do not understand. All energy can be used for both good and bad causes. When the power and horror of the atomic bomb was realized; nuclear anything was forever branded with fear. Sara speaks Well that’s logical I mean shouldn’t we fear such power. Michael resumes Yes, but I think respect is more appropriate.

Respect the fact that you are utilizing radioactive material, respect that it is dangerous, but respect it because it is being utilized to benefit mankind as well. Fear the man that wishes to use this power as a weapon against men.” Sara nods “fear the man not the weapon, yeah I understand but I still don’t get what this has to do with equations.” Michael starts to explain “What does understanding mean?” Sara thinks for a minute and says “comprehension?” Michael says “what does comprehension mean?” Sara annoyed now says “what are you getting at?” Michael stops playing around and gets to the point.

“In order to understand the final equation; to piece together the start of the entire universe means a comprehension of creation of energy from nothing. Since nothing is an inexhaustible fuel source we are potentially speaking of physics blasphemy. Sara looks confused, and asks “How so?” “Well blasphemy may be a strong word. After all; physics has proven to be a field for new discoveries that overturn preexisting notions as our understanding of the world around us continually grows.

However there exist certain laws that seem to have remained constant since their discovery. One of these is the second law of thermodynamics.” He wrote on a small piece of paper; ∆S >0. “This equation was written by Rudolf Clausius to describe the entropy of the universe. Natural philosophers like Newton used to believe the universe was a cosmic perpetual motion machine, or as he called it perpetuum mobile. This was because it seemed everything was reversible; for every event there was a reverse event.

Around the late 1700’s it was understood that the universe contained many events that were not reversible. Water can be put in a pot and placed over a heat source and the water will boil, but no matter how hot the heat source, water never freezes from this process. Friction always changes motion into heat, never heat into motion, etc. This implied that the universe was a series of changes in Energy.

This led to the conservation of energy law, which you may have heard; energy can not be created or destroyed.” He stopped and wrote ∆E=0. “The two equations describe practically the same idea but come to two different conclusions. There ought to be some reverse condition to make ∆S=0 Adam thought that Super fluidity and super conductivity were those reverse conditions.” “I’m not so sure I understand.” Sara said.Michael tried to make it simpler. “Imagine a fundamental substance that makes up the entire universe.

This substance is not an intricate network of incredibly small particles but instead a super fluid, that makes up one giant particle known as our universe!”Sara Butts into the conversation “Hold on Bill Nye back up a few seconds I have a question.” Michael starts blushing after the reminder of how much of a geek he must seem after such a rant. He pauses before speaking again “I’m sorry, I get carried away. What is it that you wanted to ask?” Sara say’s “You said E=mc2 was the equation that made the Atomic bomb possible as well as nuclear power right?” Michael replies “Yes.” Sara continues “

So if mankind had this new equation for the theory of everything he would be able to create..” Michael interrupts “Energy that we can never run out of.” Sara shakes her head left to right and finishes her sentence. “We could create a bomb greater than the A-bomb?”Michael solemnly speaks. “If a bomb was created from this equation, it would be an explosion that would never stop. It would be the death of our species, our planet and perhaps the entire Universe.

”They both pause and look at each other for thirty seconds…………… Sara breaks the silence “That’s some heavy shit.”Michael shakes his head in agreement and say’s “Whoever it is that knows what this equation is, has to make the greatest decision of their life. They can risk the bomb being built and give the equation to the public; reap the fame and money as the intellectual elite place that person onto a throne next to Newton, Dirac, Einstein, and Feynman.

Or they can choose to not tell the equation and instead wait till the world is at peace and their remains no threat of turning this into a weapon.”Sara say’s “I hate to say it, but I’m a little more relaxed to know that Adam didn’t give the world the Equation.” Michael smirks and says “Well, maybe not the whole world, but…”Sara asks “Are you telling me what I think you’re telling me?”“Yes, I know the equation.

Michael finishes and relaxingly smiles at the brunette reporter. “Tell me, please…. Off the record of course.” Michael smiles and asks “If you don’t know mathematics, how will it mean anything to you?” Sara complains “I thought it was simple enough for a child to comprehend?” Michael say’s “A child could understand it.” Sara puts her hands up in a shrugging motion.Michael answers her body language by saying. “You are not a child, which is why you won’t believe me.

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’Death to a World of Mold.

Chapter 6O one week before the shooting.

A revolver lays on the corner of Tom Orceshue’s stained coffee table. The man that thinks not of his actions cares not of the consequences. In the troubled mind of the sick life can have no meaning, and the ebb and flow of life?s river can become fraught with wrong doing. Fear not my end incarnate, my hand of death, and my deliverer of fate. It was my fault by publicizing it in such ways. I apologize to you, and as my forgiveness saves me in my next life; I hope you extend the same courtesy, for your own sake.

In his familiar and musty Brooklyn apartment Tom is watching the local news report on an upcoming lecture Adam Medici is giving on the theory of everything. A blonde woman closes the news with a twist; for no other purpose than media spin, she suggests the speech may kill off God as we know him. That was all it took to make the troubled waters in Tom’s mind stream towards one direction.

His mind was made up with what he was to do.

He grabbed a sheet of paper and began to write out his last words.

Sweat poured as he toiled on the paper ripping out pages and throwing them in the trash, not being able to make sense of what to say in these desperate hours of emotional depravity. Finally he chooses what to write and puts it clear as day on a sheet of loose leaf. He folds the letter and places it in an envelope, walks outside his apartment, and heads toward the post office.

As he passes the newsstand he sees a headline. Five children dead after Woman drives wrong way onto free way. Tom for some reason laughs uncontrollably as he places postage on his envelop, and mails it over night to Adam Medici. The night passes and Tom for the first time since he moved into the dingy apartment begins to clean. He throws away all that his life is that he does not want to be remembered by.

Hours go by with the tormented hands of what is truly a man gone insane, cleaning the tile on his kitchen floor until it sparkles. This is the mind of premeditated murder, based on a misguided belief that murder can make the world a better place.

Yet his home now smells like a summer’s breeze thanks to chemical cleaners, and disinfectants.

A few days pass and in the private study of Adam Medici’s home a letter with no return address is opened and read. It say?s only a few words, but they impact Adam and change history. Please don’t take God away from me. Adam had to ponder this for some time. It was the most profound statement someone had ever addressed to him.

He thought for the rest of the day and the entire night about what the Anonymous writer had said in words. Men do not know their fate until that fate becomes the past. All probabilities are possibilities until it happens. Then such past event can be measured and studied with accuracy.

Any moment that has not happened yet is unknowable. Mr. Orceshue knows what he is going to do, and Adam Medici only knows that something very crucial is going to change at the lecture scheduled only hours from that moment in time. Adam Makes his way over to the lecture hall and passes protestors that stop him. They carry pickets and one man doesn?t waste any time with words and lays him out onto the floor with a solid right hook to his jaw.

Coughing out blood and a chipped molar as Adams face laid on the cold concrete; he was barely able to look up to see a red haired man that delivered the blow. He also was now witnessing that man being choked out by a very large ugly man with a missing hand. After he cleared away the protestors, he helped Adam up and said hello Mr. Medici, my name is Tom Orceshue. Adam clutching at his jaw sizes the man up.

Did you know your name is an anagram? Un-amused at the light hearted attempt at humor Tom asks Have you decided on making your speech? Adam looking confused at the question said who said I was undecided? With out replying Tom walks away. Adam walks into the Hall and immediately sees Michael Callow running up to him saying You’re bleeding Adam what happened?

Adam waves his hand at Michael and say?s ?I know; it?s nothing really nothing. Michael shouts It was those protestors outside wasn’t it? The animosity is getting too much. I’m calling the police. Adam Stops him No, don’t call; please just leave it alone they won’t be a threat for long.

Meanwhile Adam was still trying to figure out the strange encounter with Tom. Michael tells Adam to go to his office and clean himself up, and change his blood stained shirt. There is a spare Shirt and tie in my closet Adam you look like a bloody mess. Adam on his walk to Michaels office, figures it out.

The only way he could have known I was undecided about the speech was if he wrote the letter. He walks into Michael’s office changes shirts, washes his face and begins to walk out the door before stopping. He turned around and started writing a letter out to Michael, sealed it and taped it onto a picture of Albert Einstein. He took a look at himself in the mirror before exiting the door to make his way back to the lecture hall.

(905, 188, 904, ‘TriPower’, 81, ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Did you know your name is an anagram? Tom Rescue? Or better still Rescue Tom! Continue.

AdamMedici – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Alright enough of the story, I’m ready to finish. I’m sorry I didn’t write for a bit, my fiance’ had a death in the family. She is visiting her family while I stay to work and make rent. My poor love is alone, and I too am left with out her; and I’m strangely inspired by it all, the tragedy, the love, the loneliness. I’ve learned what I could of our world and I’ve tried to write it all as poetically as I could.

I hope it helps you, learn from it what you can. And if it disappoints you; well, I would love to see you come up with an equation more beautiful. ——————————————————– The Night of the Speech.

Chapter 7 To quantify the nature of Space-time one must understand three fundamentals.1- The Space-time is four dimensional. Meaning any three dimensional object inside the four dimensional construct must be in motion, and no matter where the object moves; the four dimensional construct has already been. 2- The movement is a constant velocity c along a set path x and direction x. ? x..3-

The singularity is the point in Space-time in which the movement changes from positive to negative and vice versa ad-infinitum. This function of change can only be accomplished because the singularity is a four dimensional object. A three dimensional construct in motion experiences the inside of a singularity/four dimensional space-time as empty space.

The motions that occur in the four dimensional construct can be of two types: positive or negative. A third type occurs in three dimensions by the combination of both positive and negative types inside the fourth dimension. This third type has three possibilities; it either annihilates one another as what happens most often in the vacuum as positive hits negative. It can push away from one another, or they can combine; to make a stable three dimensional construct inside a four dimensional world.

These stable constructs become so by an equal amount of force shared between both movements. This creates a vacuum effect between the opposing motions. The vacuum effect holds both forces together; turning its self into energy in the form of spin and trajectory.

This energy should not be thought of as a real particle, but instead as the vacuum; the empty space between the forces of the fourth dimension manifested in three dimensions. From this point the object can be quantified by the amount of vacuums shared by a group of forces divided by the volume of space-time that group occupies. However to quantify the fundamental force on its own with out relation to its behavior would be equivalent to an equation that equals zero.

f(x)= (a(x)+ b)/(c(x)+ d) = ∆=⌊δφ/δα⌋+ ∄=ω=0 I suppose given such an equation it wouldn’t be strange at all to consider matter as empty space that took control of the infinite energy of the fourth dimension which it occupies, or more accurately what it actually is. To give an equation an inch long of zero; is really absolute freedom. It can be what ever you choose; the only thing that matters is if anyone chooses to believe you.

However what if there were only one zero in the universe? Mathematically this zero can be all pervasive, everywhere; infinitely Dense with zero mass; literally space-time. It can be every fractal from zero to one (mass-gap) where it becomes a stable three dimensional construct. Outside the Lecture hall Tom waits amidst the protestors that have now grown to a large number of people. The Gun tucked in his pants is unnoticeable.

As the hour goes by and the lecture finishes Tom is ready.Adam walks out the hall, and sees Tom. He walks towards him and stretches out his arms, he knows what is to come, and Tom does not avoid fate. Adam Does not survive the gunshot wound to the chest. It takes twenty nine hours before he is pronounced dead. Frank is never caught for the crime. Two weeks later a one handed man is found dead from an apparent suicide in a Brooklyn apartment, the news would report that aside from the blood the apartment was in immaculate condition. Nothing else was reported, and life moved on without them both.

Sad; and only because of the truth it holds for us all. Sara and Michael fell in love, and for the first time in Michael’s life he understood the meaning of it all. When he made love to Sara it was more than sex, it was the passion and sharing of ones life; that was the meaning of it. It was about not being alone; lost in the void by your self. The Equation That Gave God a Name.

Chapter 8 What is the force that drives the action of my species? Why must we all differ so wildly ideologically and yet at our fundamental be mere replicas of one unit? Every unit of energy that exists in this universe has stemmed from one singularity.

This point is the end point of where we all are headed, it is our destiny. This zero point is not an after life in the traditional sense. But it is your life again, with slight changes, due to the Laws of quantum mechanics. Not a parallel universe, but a perpetually moving one. Clausius was wrong; the second law of thermodynamics can equal zero under one condition; there can be only one: perpetuum mobile. Time is moving and in that motion is change. At our core fabric we are in control of time in motion.

What is the role of mankind in this? We have the ability to know the future. We have the ability to manipulate matter to fit our needs and wants. But for what purpose is it to go on, to move forward. What becomes the driving force that makes us want to live? I fear asking this question, yet I do anyway. It is not that life has no meaning; it is that we aren’t sure of what that meaning is. At least not yet, it is the search that drives the mind higher in intellect.

As we grow in intellect our history and records become extremely easy to research. I have seen one blatant truth and must acknowledge that there is no good that can come from war. People may argue this because at the heart of objectivity there is the subjective perspective. So then many men rely on one mass opinion of truth, but we know from mathematics and common sense that there is a start point in one mind that grows from the nothingness of imagination into a streaming and fully functional idea. This idea was started by what we hope is a person of profound knowledge of the universe and life. I?m sure most would agree that more often than not this is not the case.

As this Idea from one man theoretically becomes a majority opinion of many, you have all the proof you need of the truth; so long as you are a part of the group. Are we believers? Are we not? Do we dream of what is or what could be? Or do we follow a path behind a leader. But both leaders and followers are missing the big picture. We are all headed for the same end. The singularity will be upon us and there is nothing that can stop it. No more than we can break free from the fabric of what makes us eternal.

And it is that eternity that I wish to speak. While all will tell you their opinion; be it the Atheists, the agnostics, the followers of churches, and the moral leaders of men; that things are one way or another, all of these ideas undoubtedly vary. It varies as wildly as all ideology does. The truth is that at the singularity when we were at zero, and when we drop to zero again, nobody knows. I believe we came from the nothing, because I believe we are the nothing. The Idea of the starting point, the singularity; I believe we are the motion of Space-time.

The marble is the wood, just not at that particular moment in time, but when the momentum of the wave is at zero; it is and so are we. This is the correct mechanics. 2π/∃ , where 2π/(∃ )= ∀,and ∃=0 , ∀=∃=∄=0 . This proof collapses the numerical universe down to a single point. Calculus rules out any situation where this may occur.

Nature did not come from the singularity is what calculus states; instead limits are used to fix this faulty logic. Since we have proof from observation that the real universe did come from a singularity this law in calculus makes calculus the incorrect method for describing the force until the Leibniz notation is reverted to its original Newtonian state.

Unfortunately too many years have passed for this change to make any impact on our understanding. What is needed is a physical law, which can be nothing and yet be everything in one supreme motion of change. When we all collapse towards that infinity we do not cease, we evolve into our true identity, what that is I do not know. But I do know its equation; if you choose to believe it.

Standing before the one I am asked. What is the question Adam? I say What are we? Yes, what is our answer? I Adam am the fundamental of a basic pattern of spiraled coiling strands of Deoxyribonucleic acid.

This DNA is the combination of two united separate strands originating from my parents. This traces back exponentially towards the beginning of our species and the planet where the diversification and complexity of our life began. Our host cell was the earth, and we; the earth and all the particles that make up life were born in the burning centers of massive stars.

The combination of the explosion of many stars whose pieces cooled and collected was the cause that led to the eventual formation of planets that settled into organized orbiting elliptical paths. This enormous power of motion is our force, our proof of the living force. We call it Gravity and mathematically denote it as G. Gravity is the living force shown to exist in a vacuum.

The force of gravity depends on the pressure at a given point in Space-time. The pressure is always there and in a constant flux with the Density inside the media.

In the beginning a wave of motion began in the nothing, and the nothing took control over its self. The nothing; using motion divided by volume, found that this was the fundamental law of physics that made it possible for a living force to take control over its own motion.

This law is the law that made possible all others. Density of Force can spike under conditions known as singularities changing ?the nothingsâmotion into orbits and wave transference.

One condition of singularities is the ability to manipulate space-time which is fundamentally control of its own motion. The singularity condition is known to exist when the strength of gravity or the living force becomes such that light can be trapped in orbit.

Quantum Electro dynamics has shown how tiny units of matter transfer light, and control it and share it with other units. These tiny units that make up all of me and my existence are known as Atoms. I Adam; am made up of a vast network of connected Atoms, which in turn are connected to the universe.

This is our life the gift of self controlled movement in the wave of Space-time. Which brings us to the conclusion; we are the Space-time. We are the nothing in motion and in a condition to control our direction on a small scale. We, by the very nature of our fundamental singularities are free over our own actions.

We obey only the fundamental law of physics and its consequential offspring. Gravity is always proportional to density. This is the fundamental constant of all physical law.

I write the equation to the theory of everything and finally the answer to what we are;G∝D = God.

AdamMedici’ – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’ Dear Michael ~ We all meet our end at some point my old friend. Do not cry for me please. Remember that this is just another story being written in the imagination of a man that wants one thing for his kind; Peace, love, and understanding.

These things are not created by nature, but by man. What we are, what we truly are; most will turn their heads and minds away in disbelief. But there will be a small number that believe. When I am gone, and collapsed to Zero I am only gone for now, my writings, my ideas will live on in story.

It will allow others to read my mind when ever they wish. My hope is that the religions of the world will realize that in order for the lion to lay with the lamb and peace on Earth to begin, that it is the lion that must first choose peace.~ Adam.

TriPower – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

Adam thank you for taking time to write this story…(apart from the quantum physics) it made much sense to me… How many Adams (messiahs?) will it take before we start to understand….

Thanks again – I am enriched for reading your story. Now it is posted on TOE site lets hope others stop to read it too. (It has had quite a few views.):thumbup:

By the way this is one of the profoundest things i have ever read.[quote]My hope is that the religions of the world will realize that in order for the lion to lay with the lamb and peace on Earth to begin, that it is the lion that must first choose peace.[/quote]

sdkal123 – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

I clicked the spam by mistake too! But the story is pretty good!!!:thumbup:

LarahBarnett – ‘Re: Giving God A Name’

God is one but people and nations call him in different way.

[Author]

Posts